i feel so sick right now.

it seems to be getting harder and harder to come across people who are truly romantics and it makes me sad. do people not want every moment to be memorable, to be picture perfect? are people really that content with having a boring life and just settling for what they are handed?

is it bad that i sometimes think about, and even miss, a certain someone who isn’t a part of my life anymore? wonder how things would be if we were still friends? if we were still whatever we were?